first of the month look back 02: Radio Burning Chrome
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"Radio Burning Chrome" it's that diggety song from Kruder and Dorfmeister that I'm listening to at the moment. I'm too nervous to call Him (I'm going to refer to the guy I have a crush on as Him)...I called Him last night and we talked. His brother had to use the phone and He apologized for not being able to talk more with me. Then I saw Him today in the library. I was looking for a room in the library to work on my Latino image paper and I saw him. I wanted to tell him that I like him, but I don't even know if he's straight and I do have a tendency to like straight guys. I hate that. Then whenever I'm in a chat room and I am chatting with a gay guy...he's not interested in me being (correction: because I am) black. It makes me upset sometimes. So anyhow I had to leave the library. I couldn't handle being in the same building as Him. I know it sounds kind of stupid, but oh well. I like being around Him because we (should I capitalize "we" since I'm referring to Him and I?) can talk, but at the same time, it's very nerve wrecking. One person I know has told me on countless times that I should just tell Him and get it over with. I mean the worse could happen is that He will flip out and kill me in a fit of rage. It would set me free from this pathetic world (and country...I mean those Dixie Chicks are getting death threats over something they said. I mean what the fuck is wrong with that? Please someone tell me).
It didn't help that it was cloudy and rainy when I left my Latino class. Though it made me wonder something. When I was watching Amelie, I noticed the green tinting that would describe the outside world and so I wondered what it would be like if you were outside and it was a bright color like that. Anyhow, that was a very calm part of the day. Oh...I have to show you my what I did for my final project for my Digital Imaging class. I might make it into a flier and hang it around campus just to see if people will respond. It's about making web pages, but then again, my skills are not so great. I mean they are good, but not worthy of teacing other people. There are people out there with far better HTML skills, though a lot of people use stupid programs like Dreamweaver and FrontPage..
Oh gosh...Yahoo is now playing "Storms in Africa" by Enya. I was at Jenny and Marla's crib when this song was played. It's such a cleansing song. I wish I had a bathtub. I would take a shower to cleanse myself and then run a bathtub of water and tea leaves and play this song. Speaking of tea, the running gag has been lacing your tea with gin and tonic. Earlier in this semester, I had to read Sense and Sensibility and in the movie, the girls in the movie are always sipping on tea. I was in a study group yesterday and I brought that up. So we came up with the theory that perhaps their tea was laced with other substances such as gin and tonic or something else. I make myself laugh when I think about that. Hey it's tea time.
Ok that's all I'm writing for this first day of Mai. Guten Abend!
-Kruder and Dorfmeister "Radio Burning Chrome"
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