exhaustion at the computer
wow...an entry written in real time...so that makes me happy. I think i will be in a good mood once I get some sleep. I just feel so rushed today. I am hanging out with Matt in the computer lab in the KOM. Last night, Marla and John hung out with Michael and I as we played Scrabble and ate mushroom filled with humus. It was a good evening...though I was extremely exhausted upon going to bed. I want to get to bed a ta decent time tonight so that I can wake up at a decent time tomorrow morning. Oh gosh and I have not written about last night. I told my mom about being gay and being married to Michael and she seemed to be very supportive...so perhaps this will open a new door for her and I to finally get along...but I will see what comes of it. I am very greatful that things are going well. I have always wanted to be able to NOT have ill feelings towards anyone. I do not want to spend my time discussing how much I cannot stand a certain person or how I dislike someone. Why even spend any kind of effort to give that person any type of power. So I stand calm...well right at the moment, I am sitting calmly. I am glad that I finally have everything updated on this webpage and all and I promise PROMISE to update this journal on a daily basis. I think that the lack of writing is leading to a sort of downfall for myself and I just need to write more. Not to mention that I need to practice my web design skills. I have been away from it for so long, I wonder if I remember any of it. Well I think that is all I will type for now. My awkwardness is making me a little nervous again.
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Nas featuring Chrisette Michele "Can't Forget About You"Labels: ranting
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